June 9th, 2005

Winter Butterfly

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So the agency phone me today to let me know my boss had changed his mind and wanted me back. Which means that somebody (or bodies) has been fighting the case for me when I did not ask them to, nor did I even WANT them to. I lost the job. Fine. I was angry at the crappy reasons but I got over it sharp and have been applying to better jobs in offices. Part of me what quite pleased I didn't have to go back to that crappy place, despite the fact I have a lot of friends there.

But now I an in a dilemma. I don't want to go back, but I'll be expected to. The money is OK and the work, though tiring, is not particularly stressful. But they're not taking me back ebcause I am a good worker, they are taking me back because someone bitched a lot. I don't want a relationship with my boss based on people throwing tantrums for me. I didn't need the battle fought for me, I just didn't WANT to fight.

I told them I was waiting on hearing back from other jobs I had applied to and will call them tomorrow. I want to speak to my mum and see what the hell is going on at the factory.

I don't like attention, most of you know that. But if I go back there that's what it will feel like. I would be the test case for agency worker rights in that factory. AARGH.
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Oh look, a 5 min crappy doodle of movie!Sirius.

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Has anyone seen any spare talent lying around? I could borrow some.

Also, reminder about submissions to Tangled Woods ezine, we still need art, stories, reviews, articles etc. Don't be shy. Submission details can be found on the site.
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So I spoke to my mum to find out what the hell was going on at work. It seems my boss found out I could operate machinery he didn't know that I could. Being boss it really should have been his job to find out BEFORE all this started. I'm no mind reader, I didn't know that he hadn't spoken to the line managers like he should have.

So suddenly he wants me back.

Everyone is thrilled for me, how great it is that I have gotten my job back, how wonderful that I start on monday. The thing is I am not even sure I want to go back at all. I feel a bit used and unappreciated, the work is tiring and monotonous, the pay is hardly earth shattering. Yet everyone is happy for me. Noone seems to understand the way I feel about this even when I try to tell them.

I have until Noon tomorrow to make up my mind and phone them. I don't know what to do. I really don't.
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