March 12th, 2003

Snape depressed

Conversation

RainbowSelkie® says:
you know, ramothhe's situation reminds me a bit of me and hay, i'm beginning to take a stand....aren't i?
taedg says:
you are beginning to,yes love
taedg says:
although you have additional complications that mattie does not
RainbowSelkie® says:
oh?
RainbowSelkie® says:
i do?
taedg says:
you are beginning to take a stand about what she does to you..but are still allowing her to dictate what you are
taedg says:
if that makes sense
RainbowSelkie® says:
how do you mean?
taedg says:
points to your changing your profile in friendster
RainbowSelkie® says:
ahh
RainbowSelkie® says:
true
RainbowSelkie® says:
not too sure why i do that. is it for my sake or for hers i wonders
taedg says:
for the sake of peace?
taedg says:
my love does not like conflict
RainbowSelkie® says:
true
taedg says:
and have never liked you having to hide who or what you are..even though I understand

Why do I pretend to be something I am not anyway? Why should I have to hide the parts I know she will not like? Simply because I am afraid of losing her, for all I complain about her. And I would lose her if I were myself. It gets hard sometimes, but I guess I can cope. I have for this long, why change anything now after all.

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